He slapped my face hard
Again and again
He slapped my face until I cried.
I tried to hold the tears in but I could not.
He kept slapping my face while he told me that I disappointed him.
The shame of disobedience stings more than the feel of his hand mercilessly slapping my face over and over
He told me he was not just upset with me for my mistake, but he was also upset with himself for not training me enough on said task.
This only made me feel worse.
I blame no one for my mistakes but me.
When he was done he held me to his chest and let me finish crying.
When he was done I still felt the shame.
When he was done I swear I could still feel his hand hitting me again and again.