Sorry about the bizarre camera angle up there ^. See, I wanted to get a picture to show you the pretty new septum horseshoe Master got me for my birthday, but unfortunately, I’m wearing my glasses. If I take my glasses off there will be marks on my face so I went with it. I tried to get the shine off my glasses but this was the best I could do. D’oh! Still, it’s hard to tell from the picture, but my pretty new septum jewelry is red! I have wanted a red pincher for a while (well, I don’t really have a pincher preference, but I know Master likes them, so I have been wanting one) but we couldn’t find exactly what we were looking for. We’ll find what we’re looking for at some point, but it’s rather pretty, don’t you think? Master pointed out that it even sorta matches my glasses (which I don’t wear often, but still!)
So yep, today is my birthday! Master has to work today which is a bummer, but he doesn’t normally take my birthday off of work anyway so it’s not like I was expecting it. We really have no plans for today, but it’ll just be nice to be together. <3
The last few days have been hard. I got a cold last week, and that’s not the biggest deal ever (it’s really not that bad or anything), but Master has me resting up because surgery is tomorrow. I’ve spent the last few days in pajamas just trying to rest up for this surgery and to try to beat this cold.
The last surgery I had was my foot surgery, and I was honestly a Hell of a lot more nervous for that. I know I should probably be nervous about this too, but I’m really not. This has been one heck of a year for me medically, and I know that once I get my anemia squared away I will be in much better condition. I also know they are going to use the same type of anesthesia they used on me for my foot surgery tomorrow, so, since I reacted pretty well to that I really have no fears. My only real worry is that, while Master has surgery day off with me, I will be alone all day Friday and I don’t know what sort of shape I’ll be in. Endometrial Ablation experiences vary across the board with some people going jogging the day after and some people taking four to six weeks to feel like themselves again. Master is a bit nervous too, but with any luck I’ll just sleep through Friday and we’re planning on taking things easy on the weekend.
The only major downside to the surgery is that, as long as I’m bleeding we can’t have sex. Some people experience no bleeding, some people bleed for weeks. BUT, once the bleeding stops I shouldn’t get any more periods, so at least there is that to look forward to. We’re a bit nervous that Master won’t be able to fuck me for weeks. I mean, not that we can’t do other things, and I know I can get Master off plenty, but he really enjoys my cunt (and I love having him inside it, too!) so we’re both hoping that we don’t have to wait too long.
This has been a super hard year for me, and I just want to start feeling like myself again. Over the weekend Master had to run out for some groceries and while he was gone, I got on cam for a little bit. I was online for less than an hour and I spent the rest of the day with the shakes and with my POTS completely out of control.. From less than an hour of cam! On the one hand, it felt so good to be able to cam again. I love camming so much and I miss it terribly, but on the other hand, it really served to show me and Master both just how sickly I’m becoming. This is not what either of us want, so we both have high hopes that the surgery will solve the anemia problem. At the very least it is a minor procedure so we both feel at ease with how the surgery itself will go. This may not be my most exciting birthday ever, but I am grateful for it all the same.