Hits: 1We cheated a little bit. I mean, I guess it isn’t really cheating. The doctor cleared me for penetrative sex a few weeks ago, but Master was the one who wanted to be on the safe side and wait until the fifteenth of June to have penetrative sex. So, if he decided to change […]
Read MoreHits: 4My jaw tightens against bright red ball Drool pooling in humiliating drips Tied immovably Chest tightening – not with pain With loss. My stomach is invisible to me as sharp metal spikes I can’t see spank my flesh I can’t feel the welts or blood. I am floating.. floating I am free. You pull […]
Read MoreHits: 4A while back I wrote about how I’ve become comfortable crying during play sessions. I thought that was true, but it turns out, I may still have some trouble with it after all. The dungeon is still not set up, so we’ve been grabbing a Liberator Throe for the most part and just putting […]
Read MoreHits: 4Before I knew Master, he was playing with a violet wand all the time. In fact, Master adores electro play. Adores may be an understatement. He was very hesitant to do any with me though because of two reasons. 1: I am epileptic. Although, I haven’t had a seizure in about ten years. And […]
Read MoreHits: 2Tears are something which I have always struggled with. Ever since I was a little kitten, not being weak was highly ingrained in me. You weren’t allowed to cry. You weren’t allowed to show any kind of weakness, and if you did, you were ridiculed for it. I’m not talking about the other kids […]
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