Tomorrow was supposed to be my surgery day, but it won’t be. Sometimes the way forward is backwards, I guess. I had a minor surgery last week, to put my tube back in place. The tube is in place! The tube is in place. I can move around and everything and it’s not.. Problematic anymore […]
Read MoreOkay, okay. That last post was pretty angry, wasn’t it? I get really angry just thinking about the surgery a year ago. But I haven’t talked about what happened on this blog and I probably won’t ever. Definitely won’t ever. It was a nightmare. I still. My brain can’t wrap around how bad the treatment […]
Read MoreThe thing is, I’ve been hiding like a scared little chicken shit from some things. And the reason for that is.. Well. Because I have become a scared little chicken shit. I have become absolutely positively frightened beyond my ability to move forward with some things. I understand radical acceptance. Radical acceptance is the thing […]
Read MoreWell, I’m one full year into this challenge, and I have yet to make it to Rivendell. I don’t feel in any way discouraged though. I started this challenge straight off a major surgery, in which they had done a midline incision and I had thought “Well, this will be a long, slow trek, but […]
Read MoreEvery young goth must at some time face the pivotal moment where they come to reach the fullness of their goth state. Their goth “card” removed, it is returned only with the official stamp of “Elder” above their name and date of birth. Many of us don’t feel it closing in upon us, or if […]
Read MoreI had an okay week. Especially considering I had port problems and couldn’t really walk much on four of the days. My total walking came to 3.51 miles. I honestly thought things would be worse than that, so I’ll take it. Here’s to moving forward slowly. 165.34 Miles total. 219.74 Miles left to reach Rivendell.
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