The Way Forward Is Forward

The thing is, I’ve been hiding like a scared little chicken shit from some things. And the reason for that is.. Well. Because I have become a scared little chicken shit. I have become absolutely positively frightened beyond my ability to move forward with some things. I understand radical acceptance. Radical acceptance is the thing […]

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Road to Rivendell: Week 52- One Year

Well, I’m one full year into this challenge, and I have yet to make it to Rivendell. I don’t feel in any way discouraged though. I started this challenge straight off a major surgery, in which they had done a midline incision and I had thought “Well, this will be a long, slow trek, but […]

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Road to Rivendell: Week 49

I had an okay week. Especially considering I had port problems and couldn’t really walk much on four of the days. My total walking came to 3.51 miles. I honestly thought things would be worse than that, so I’ll take it. Here’s to moving forward slowly. 165.34 Miles total. 219.74 Miles left to reach Rivendell.

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Late Night Worm Attack

*Feeding tube has been… Choleric. It’s been beeping every night or so just waking me up out of a nice relaxing sleep. It’s still running right now, but every time it wakes me up, I have trouble getting back to sleep of course. I’ve had problems with insomnia for as far back as I can […]

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“What If I Put My Hand There..”

I was taking my tubbie, but this time was a little different than normal. I hadn’t had my port accessed in a couple of days so the skin had a chance to grow a scab over the top. Usually, I have to be really careful not to get it wet. “You know, you could lay […]

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