It should be obvious by now that I’m a bit of a pervert. I like porn, and to be honest, I don’t care who is in said porn. Of course I have my preferences. There are certain features I enjoy more than others, I’m only human. I don’t really have time to look at a ton of video porn, but I admit to looking at quite a bit of Tumblr smut throughout the day. It’s easy to look at my phone and see a picture here and there as I get a spare minute or two when we’re out and about or at home.
Sometimes, when I see something I think Master will like, I send him a link to the pictures. Recently, he asked me why there were so many pictures that had male submissives instead of females.
To be honest, it kind of caught me off guard. As a pansexual person, I find myself attracted to all genders. Literally, I don’t care if you’re male, female, trans, etc. If I like you, I like you regardless of genitals. I also don’t take issue with male submissives. I know a lot of people don’t like male submissives, and while I wouldn’t seek out a relationship with one (or play with one without another dominant present to run the show) seeing them in the middle of something kinky doesn’t make me feel any less turned on than seeing someone who identifies as female in the same position.
I just don’t distinguish between genders and attraction. Master is not turned on by the male form, and I sometimes forget that. I really do. I see some sexy boy in bondage or otherwise playing with his Master or Mistress or Top or etc, and I can easily see myself in said position or doing said activity. I have never seen myself as distinctly feminine, anyway, so for me there’s no automatic line drawn that says I only want to see _____ type of person playing with ______ types of people.
I’ll definitely be more careful from now on with the types of pictures I send him, but I hadn’t really realized I had so many pictures with men in them heading his way. To me, a bottom is a bottom. When it comes to porn I care far less about the people in said picture or video than I do about the activity they are in the middle of.