CONTENT WARNING: Visible surgical wounds and a blood mention. Some minor visible blood in my images. Simply navigate away now if those things will upset you. Nobody is making you scroll down. I would rather you be safe than read my blog post and feel upset. If you want to read: read onwards. New Port! […]
Read MoreTomorrow was supposed to be my surgery day, but it won’t be. Sometimes the way forward is backwards, I guess. I had a minor surgery last week, to put my tube back in place. The tube is in place! The tube is in place. I can move around and everything and it’s not.. Problematic anymore […]
Read MoreOkay, okay. That last post was pretty angry, wasn’t it? I get really angry just thinking about the surgery a year ago. But I haven’t talked about what happened on this blog and I probably won’t ever. Definitely won’t ever. It was a nightmare. I still. My brain can’t wrap around how bad the treatment […]
Read MoreThe thing is, I’ve been hiding like a scared little chicken shit from some things. And the reason for that is.. Well. Because I have become a scared little chicken shit. I have become absolutely positively frightened beyond my ability to move forward with some things. I understand radical acceptance. Radical acceptance is the thing […]
Read MoreI don’t like it. I mean, I still feel a little betrayed by the surgery I had six months ago, to be completely honest. But now that enough time to pass judgement on the entire thing has come and gone- I absolutely do not like my G/J tube. Having a feeding tube is one thing, […]
Read MoreCONTENT WARNING: Discussions of medical nature. Talk of feeding tubes. Some blood. You’re responsible for your own time on the Internet and you get to choose where and how you spend it. If reading medical posts will upset you please do not read further. If you’re interested, please go on. I can’t imagine this will be […]
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