Not as good as last week, but here I am still pushing through as best as I can. Master Pravus sometimes chuckling and cheering “You can do it, Kitty!” when he sees me doing my little laps around the center of the house. “It’s not that much further.” Nope, not really. It’s only forever, not […]
Read MoreHey! I feel terrible. I mean, extremely terrible. But one thing about me is I’m extremely persistent and annoying. So, even though things are going extremely contrary to plan.. I’m still moving forward, and this week that was about 3.63 miles. 192.81 Miles total. 192.27 Miles left to reach Rivendell.
Read MoreI did alright for this week. Not terrible, but not excellent either. I went another 3.78 miles. My feeding tube was hindering me a little bit, and I had a high fever to deal with, so I had to wait a couple days for that to come down. I didn’t feel quite like my usual […]
Read MoreTomorrow was supposed to be my surgery day, but it won’t be. Sometimes the way forward is backwards, I guess. I had a minor surgery last week, to put my tube back in place. The tube is in place! The tube is in place. I can move around and everything and it’s not.. Problematic anymore […]
Read MoreOkay, okay. That last post was pretty angry, wasn’t it? I get really angry just thinking about the surgery a year ago. But I haven’t talked about what happened on this blog and I probably won’t ever. Definitely won’t ever. It was a nightmare. I still. My brain can’t wrap around how bad the treatment […]
Read MoreThe thing is, I’ve been hiding like a scared little chicken shit from some things. And the reason for that is.. Well. Because I have become a scared little chicken shit. I have become absolutely positively frightened beyond my ability to move forward with some things. I understand radical acceptance. Radical acceptance is the thing […]
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